~ Monday, October 08, 2007
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like it is said, "nothing happens for no apparent reason".
and i know that this is no exception.
even though, i may not know the reason.
i know that God has a perfect plan.
and i believe that its results will surface in His time (:
ytd, she called me.
she told me a whole long story of her gf
being her lifelong soulmate, bestfriend and companion.
it was touching and sweet.
because it reminded me of you.i've never told youu.but every little thing you do makes me smile.only you can make me smile stupidly at my hp.only you can do things that keeps me smiling for days.hmmm, just thinking of you makes me smile.you're my sweet (:then she went on..
she got really upset
becus the person whom she trusted lied to her.
she felt lost.
she asked me "what should i do?"
i said i dont knowww..
then she thought that i simply didnt get it
becus i'm always happy and probably didnt know how it feels.
but i do. i honestly do lar.
i know how it feels to be this upset, hurt and loss.
i know that you'll only cry when it really matters.
and that's why i'm nice to you despite everything.
even though it's masked.it has never been harder.you who were always there for me.you who always entertained all my nonsense.you who never said no to me.suddenly disappeared.a sense of loss overcame me..then i realised how important you were to me.but i guess it's too late?i wished you didnt move on so fast.but you seem indifferent._________________________________because you made everything look so perfect.you were my angel (:she told me gave me many "what if" scenarios.
i will say that if i could turn back time.i would have treated you a million times better.i would have shown my appreciation for all that you have done directly.i would have told you how perfect you were all day long.(without minding if you couldnt get pass your house door)i would have stuckkked to you and never let you go.because you're my rainboww (:she struggled between giving up and letting go.
she asked me what to do.
i dont know about herr but..
i'm not letting you go.no promises. no strings attached.but i'll wait for you.because i love you.i really do (:yuppp. i guess i'll never be able to understand how she feels if i had not met you.
so thank God (: becus i'm able to understand and help a friend? (:
God says "I answer prayer".
Rachel says "I believe" (:
/ Moonlight / 4:48 AM /
