Jesus Rawks My Life

~ Monday, June 04, 2007 ~

i wish it were just the two of us
but i cant help feeling upset when they say that you like her;
i cant help turning back when they say that you dont care.

it just seems so unreal
it's as if i've been thrown into a world of plastic toys
where the plastered smiles on faces mean nothing at all.
would you tell me why you left?

i would very much love to believe that you're happier now
but it's really ironical
to see you acting as if you dont care
when you used to say 'it's because of you'
it's absurd
to know that you're gone
when you acted as if you treasured this friendship

but really, how do you expect me to know?
tell me how am i suppose to think
now that you're not saying a thing

-i'llsayyoumeantheworldtome

it's hard
when your name appears on every page of my notes
when the song i hear chants your name
when even the stars join to form your name

/ Moonlight / 11:29 PM /