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~ Tuesday, June 14, 2005 ~

God is indeed a faithful God! He never does fails his people! be it rain or shine. God still takes good care of his sheeps. last sunday, i woke up to a dark sky filled with dark clouds and before i even knew it. the expected happened and it started pouring in my area. i started panicking as the basketball matches were about to start in an hours time. the first thing that came to my mind was to call the co-organiser qiang. but when he answered the call, he sounded pretty calm. saying that he was on the way there and that it was not raining there. i silently give thanks to God. i rushed down to church with my brother in a taxi but qiang was not there. and while waiting, we decided to move the movable basketball stands by ourselves first. then it started drizzling. i didnt really know what to do, but i knew God had already planned everything for us. i went into the shelter and started praying. asking God for help and guidance. then marcus, pris and john arrived. they joined in prayer. and yes! when all our church mates and friends arrived, God stopped the rain and the floor dried rather quickly. our game may be described as a rather successful one. we had lots of fun. made quite afew new friends and even managed to get some of them to stay for youth fellowship. it is just amazing how God plans everything so nicely. ((x

i love you Lord!

~ Saturday, June 11, 2005 ~

what can i say. life's just great! just like the saying goes "whatever comes goes around comes around." and well after today, i guess i do see some elements of truth in that statement. today we walked to some ulu place which is like 4km away from the main road where you could actually hire a taxi. so my cell mates and i decided to try hitching a ride from one of the passerby. and yeah. indeed God is good. that passerby all dressed up in coat and tie apparently agreed to take three sweaty smelling passengers in his posh car. yeah. to God be the glory! he is a good man worth commenting. ((x


words will always be mere words if they do not come with actions

~ Friday, June 10, 2005 ~

if there were anything i wanted in this world, it would be you! ((x

~ Thursday, June 02, 2005 ~

what you do if you had a day left?

would you continue with what you have been studying for years to try and make a head and tail out of it? i bet you will not. people often make studying out to be such a grand and important thing, ranked so highly above all other stuff. but who would even give two hoots about it when they are on the verge of dying. we spend half our days studying, working and trying to earn money. but does all these little things which we make out to be so big really matter? would we use our last moments to fufil them. no we would not. or rather i would not.

would you spend the day with your lover? honestly, i dont have one. so yeah. it's redundant. but maybe it's relevant to you readers. so yarr. maybe you would ask if i would just call him up and say i love you. hahah. i doubt so la. i mean you will be a dead person before you know it so it is no use clinging on to something that will never be yours. yeah.

family? friends? hahaha. they probably laugh themselves silly if i told them i was dying in a day's time or cry themselves silly if they had believed. so yeah. i dont want them to go silly. hahah.

so maybe i will just sit in a corner and reflect. maybe i would think and ponder on what to do or say when i see my father up in heaven. and probably write my will too? lol.