~ Monday, October 17, 2005
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HELLO!!
RACHEL greets herself. yeah. that's what loners like myself do. loll.
but that's besides the point.
first qns: do you agree that nothing happens for no reason? well, i believe that everything happens for a reason. hence, agreeing with the previous statement as well. yes, you may think that i am trying to be lame or irritating by saying the same thing twice but no, if you read deeper. it is for a wonderful reason which is to emphasise the point of having a reason for everything.
currently, i am in some really screwwed up era of my life. yeah. what a longggg life i have. but well, bad things have ot hit me in a long time. or at least it didnt hit me real bad or anything, maybe just brush pass the surface of my skin, killing some surface skin cells in the process. but other than that, life has been great!!! and i do mean GREAT!!! hahah.
i guess i do not have to define the word GREATT right. because i myself already defines the word. loll. kidding la. wanna know what's GREAT?? first know JESUS! because knowing HIM fufils LIFE'S GREATEST PURPOSE! know JESUS, know LOVE, PEACE, JOY and HOPE! what can be greater than these? to be most brutally honest, NOTHING!
like i say i have not lived for a verry long time, so compared to most people. i have taken less rice than they have taken salt in their entire life time. so i guess that i am pretty dumb compared to most wise men who have almost completed the tough route down life's journey. so what may seem like rain to them, appears as magnificent snow to the easily amazed me. hahah. it's stupid but i am affected. okayy. maybe it's simply because i am stupid. haha.
hmm. the next qns is: must something happen before we really take God seriously?
humans being humans will always tend to take things for granted, especially when these things are given freely to them. they will tend to think that everything is just meant to be that perfect, that beauitful, that great! forgetting all the effort, all the pain and everything it took to have this wonderful thing given to them. they forget and they just live like they are in control. and they forget the most important person, GOD! hmmm. i am not at all proud to say this, but sadly i make up part of these sinnerrs.
lord father, i'm sorrryyy!hmmm. third qns: which idiot bothers about people who do not bother themselves about them? bothers themselves about someone who hardly even realise their existence. bothers about people who simply do not care less about their living. bothers about everybody except those who really care, those who would go the extra mile just to put a smile on your face, those who would just ring you up despite their busy schedule just to say hi. exactly which idiot does that. you are right! that idiot is rachel.
SOMEBODY SLAP ME AWAKEE!!! yes, i am asking for it. i know i deserve it.
hahah. you might not believe this. but despite knowing the crappy situation i am in. i rejoice knwoing that the Lord will surely bring me through. because i believe that if He puts me to it, He will most definitely bring me through it.
come what may! i believe in the bigger and greatterr plan!!! ((x
/ Moonlight / 7:58 AM /
