~ Thursday, June 02, 2005
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what you do if you had a day left?
would you continue with what you have been studying for years to try and make a head and tail out of it? i bet you will not. people often make studying out to be such a grand and important thing, ranked so highly above all other stuff. but who would even give two hoots about it when they are on the verge of dying. we spend half our days studying, working and trying to earn money. but does all these little things which we make out to be so big really matter? would we use our last moments to fufil them. no we would not. or rather i would not.
would you spend the day with your lover? honestly, i dont have one. so yeah. it's redundant. but maybe it's relevant to you readers. so yarr. maybe you would ask if i would just call him up and say i love you. hahah. i doubt so la. i mean you will be a dead person before you know it so it is no use clinging on to something that will never be yours. yeah.
family? friends? hahaha. they probably laugh themselves silly if i told them i was dying in a day's time or cry themselves silly if they had believed. so yeah. i dont want them to go silly. hahah.
so maybe i will just sit in a corner and reflect. maybe i would think and ponder on what to do or say when i see my father up in heaven. and probably write my will too? lol.
/ Moonlight / 8:46 AM /
